Switch.

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Some switch should never have been turned on. I was used to the dark. I was used to being alone. Then you came, turned on the switch, and suddenly everything became clearer. Suddenly everything connected. 

Little did I know that you will turn off that switch too.

I was used to the dark. But now, I long for that light that you cannot give me. But now, I feel lonelier because I’ve met you.

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Fool.

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I am slowly waking up to the harsh reality that nothing can come between us. Why is it I am more inquisitive – asking anything and everything just to hold on to you? Why is it I am more invested?

But then you… You never asked anything about me. Even if I try to open up you pull away. This hurts.

I am ready to face this. I am ready to stop the fantasies. I don’t want to be a fool.